I share who I am with you at the bottom of this post, if you wish to meet me.
I have a declaration of who I create myself to be everyday.
These declarations were born from the deepest darkest judgements I had of myself. The stuff I was so afraid to face, so I spent most of my life hiding from it. In hiding, I dulled my self expression and the world occurred to me as hostile and unsafe.
When I shone the light on the darkness inside, all I found was more light. I found an infinite well of love and light.
I found Truth because for the first time in my life, I was being really honest with myself. Truth is borne from honesty.
Through the practice of daily self-forgiveness, I create myself in the essence of these declarations. They are my North Star.
They remind me of who I am everyday.
When I speak these declarations, my physiology changes.
I change.
I become the creation that I speak. I express through this creation of myself.
I don’t have to find the evidence to prove any of these statements.
Simply because I can choose to be that right now.
For so long, I had the law of creation totally backwards!
I innocently thought that if I could prove to myself that I was good enough, then I would be good enough.
I thought that I had to feel it in order to be it.
That is quite simply the wrong way around.
I don’t need evidence in order to be something.
I can just simply be it first. Just like the fruit doesn’t ripen before the seed is planted.
These declarations are my seeds.
I can simply just be them.
I can look for opportunities to live into them everyday.
If I’m looking for opportunities to be an outrageously loving wife, guess what I find?
I don’t need a reason to love myself unconditionally.
I don’t need a reason to love you unconditionally.
I don’t need a reason to smile at someone, or send a gift to someone, or give myself a hug. I can just do it.
So instead of looking for reasons, I look for divine opportunities to be more open with my listening, to take action in spite of the fear, to be playful just because, to carry myself the way a powerful coach does.
I can be all of these declarations at any point in time. Period. End of.
There is no condition or reason why I can or can’t. There is no justification required, or evidence needed to prove it to myself.
I can simply choose to BE it. As simply as I can choose to plant an apple seed. I don’t need proof of the apple first. I can simply plant the seed and know that an apple is coming.
In fact, in order to get an apple, I HAVE to plant an apple seed.
This is a law of universe.
What seeds of being are you planting?
Who are you creating yourself to be?
Who do you want to be?
Here are my seeds:
I am complete.
I am a child of God.
I am that I love you, and me unconditionally.
I am free.
I am that God speaks through me and I listen.
I am a master of commitment.
I am an eternal student.
I am tenacious; in that I always find a way.
I am a magnet for wealth and success.
I am a powerful coach.
I am a master of relationships.
I am an outrageously loving wife.
I am that my body is a temple.
I am that I honour & accept all thoughts and emotions.
I am that the universe has my back.
I am that my lifeβs purpose is to heal humanity.
I am funny, playful and I love to laugh.
I am the divine feminine.
I am one of one.
This is who I am, who I create myself to be and I embody the name Rajni.
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