What it Mean to Really Live My Commitments

I had a dream.

I dreamt that there was one space left on the AJC Coaching Career School 2023. In my dream, I remember feeling so pulled to join and wanting to be part of it, and trying to get hold of Ankush K Jain.

When I woke up from the dream, I had this strange feeling. Like something was shaken inside…some kind of inner stirring.

Since the last AJC coaching school, I have been asked numerous times about whether I am joining this year. Every time, I have answered with ‘no, it is not something I want to do this year. It was incredibly powerful and I want to slow down and be with what I already have.’

I felt pulled to the school, in a way that was beyond my control.

I sent Ankush a message and asked him how many spaces were left. He said one.

I sat with that. I noticed the quietness of my wisdom pulling me to the yes.

I said to Ankush that I really think that space is mine, AND I cannot make this decision without speaking to my husband Amit first.

Amit was coming home late. I practiced patience.

He arrived home. I asked him about his day. I served him. And then I shared with him what was happening for me.

He listened. He sat with me. We also looked at the numbers in my business with me (he’s an accountant🤣).

And then he said said ‘yes, do it. Sometimes in life, you have these moments of knowing. Do it.’

I immediately messaged Ankush and said ‘I’m in. The space is mine. Send me the invoice.’

Here’s what I said to Ankush next:
‘My dream last night spoke volumes for me. Before that I was a no. Right now, I am a solid gold yes. It couldn’t be clearer.
I am so moved by the path that is unfolding through me.
Thank you for your continuous service. There are moments when the universe moves you. This is one of those moments.’

Throughout my entire life, the universe has been guiding me to exactly what I need in every moment. In fact, the universe is lovingly relentless.

There are many times I have resisted. Many times I haven’t paid attention.

Many times, I have been so caught up in personal judgement, I can’t even hear it at work. When I resist the wisdom of the universe and think that I know better, I suffer.

When I listen to my wisdom and LIVE it, I prosper.

Wisdom is living me, but it is me that has to take the action.

Without taking the required action, the wisdom will escape and I will be in a perpetual state of low living.

I know this is true, because I lived in massive resistance for years. Anxiety and depression were my trusty bedfellows.

Living my commitments may be simple, but is doesn’t always feel easy.

Joining the school didn’t feel easy but it was the simplest decision ever.

I am not committed to easy. I am committed to freedom.

What are you committed to?

Love Rajni ☺️

P.S. I want to acknowledge Amit Kainth, my incredible husband. He is always listening, always loving, daily inspiration for me. He is the rock solid grounding on which our relationship flourishes. He stands beside me in all the un-easiness, every day without fail. He wakes up and serves his family relentlessly. He champions me at every turn. He is the epitome of what it means to be an extraordinary husband. I am where I am today because of who he is being. I love you Amit Kainth 💛